Friday, October 19, 2007


This is frustrating as hell...I've never been this on-task, focused, and productive before in all my life, but I feel as if I'm not getting shit done fast enough. This is the 3rd straight day I will have to sacrifice my AM workout in order to get my writing, reading or homework done on time. The quarter hasn't even gotten crazy difficult yet, and I'm already enroaching on "MY TIME".
I'm not happy about that.

I haven't done anything exclusively 'social' since our new student orientation...which was 3 weeks ago. I've had plenty of offers, but the pile of academic shit on my shoulder has squashed all of that.

I feel sexually frustrated, flabby, and socially inept. Not sexy at all.

I don't know where my sense of balance and order went, but i need it back.

I need a breakthrough...among other things.

OK, no more bitching...back to work.


D-Place said...

I'm surprised to hear this from you and not surprised at the same time. LA can do this to you. But believe me you are none of the things that you are feeling. Move on.

dancehard said...

Yeah...I was temporarily in a funky state of mind. I just wish I felt I had more command over the balance in my life. It's a work in progress. C'est le vie.

SpecialK261 said...

lol..are u a freshamn?...good luck with your school work...if u want something you have to work hard..i was lucky enough to have an easy semester this time semester that may not be the case.

Special K

Anonymous said...

boooy.... u so busy you ain't got time to email a brotha! lol. holla!

kennyking78 said...

You know that you are on the way to great things, so it is okay to make some sacrifices. You are going to be like the youngest person ever to receive a PHD.

Flabby and un-sexy? I think NOT!